Have you ever stopped and found yourself in one of those moments when you knew that you were well and truly in love and come what may, you knew that you would spend your life with that person loving them every single day ? I’ve found myself to be in that situation ever since I met this girl which I’ve obviously talked a lot about so I’m positive everyone knows exactly who she is by now.
We’ve probably gone through a lot more than what one would go through in a marriage of 10 years or more in the few months that we’ve been together and despite a few of those times being a tad painful, it’s for the good in the end since I believe it has come a long way in strengthening the core of our relationship.
At times I feel like I honestly don’t deserve something as perfect as she is, but after a few minutes I also realize that we’re perfect for each other and completely meant to be for now and forever, I find myself feeling like the happiest guy on earth when I think about the fact that I’m really the only one who could have my lips locked with hers and my arms wrapped ever so tightly around her 24/7 if I felt like it. And what makes all that even more complete is the fact that I know she’d like every little feeling I feel emotionally and physically towards her too.
Every time she crawls up into bed and lays down on top of me and then begins to kiss me, I find everything inside me flutter about with a million different emotions and I honestly can’t explain how beautiful she looks every single one of those times. Waking up to her voice on the phone or her face on the pillow beside me has given me the best mornings of my life… The way she loves me is something that really can’t be described with words, it’s like this endless source of something which never ceases to stop, instead it just keeps on getting stronger and stronger every second. It’s an amazing feeling every time the realization dawns on me that this girl and every little inch of her is all mine and will always be all mine.
It’s probably the most beautiful feeling ever when she makes me feel so many things I haven’t felt before, I’ve begun to have lost count of all the ways that she’s done this to me… The love she manages to show even if it’s while doing something as small as just cooking dinner or holding hands and walking down the road never ceases to get tears into my eyes when I think about all the memories we’ve made together, and I long to make more of them with her in the future. At times I feel that with her one lifetime is really too short, and if I possibly could I honestly would want to be the one she falls in love with again in another life. She really is one of those girls who you’d never want to leave for anything on this earth and would go through anything just to spend another minute with her.
At times I find myself being affected, bothered or hurt by some of the probably silliest things, it’s strange really… Things like picturing her with some guy from her past (despite the fact that they mean fuck all to her now) tear me up inside, knowing me I probably would literally murder anyone who even attempted flirting with her or bothering her in any way at all… I’m probably beginning to sound like some over protective maniac here but I can’t really be bothered.
There was a time when I thought that people couldn’t ever change and they are what they are really but somehow my she managed to change my definition on that because, I’ve seen her make so many changes in her life for me and I can see the changes I’ve made to myself as well in my life, She’s thought me so many things like patience, understanding, faithfulness, those are probably three things which I didn’t even remotely have before I met her, she’s also thought me how to trust someone, which is something I really found and thought was the next thing to impossible.
In the end when I sit back and think about everything, I find it most amazing how we’ve managed to get from the way we met to where we are now, and I hope she knows that she’s the one who has the love of every drop of blood in me and locked herself up inside my heart and threw away the key, her safety, comfort and happiness mean the world to me and despite the fact that I may falter in providing her with the last one at times I know she knows that I don’t really mean to do it on purpose.
She’s given me all I need and I never ever will let my baby go…
I can’t really describe how it feels to be a ME with a YOU in my life…
So, with that said… that is all I have to say for now.
Sirdath & Niveditha Divakaruni always and forever…
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