For Nivy...

"Did we lose ourselves again?
Do we take in what's been said?
Do we take the time to be
All the things we said we'd be
And we bury heads in sand
But my future's in my hands
It means nothing
It means nothing

You can find yourself a God
Believe in which one you want
'Cos they love you all the same
They just go by different names
When we fly our flag today
Are you proud or just ashamed?

It means nothing
If I haven't got you

And the sun sets in the sky
You're the apple of my eye
If the bomb goes off again
In my brain or on the train
I hope that I'm with you
'Cos I wouldn't know what to do
It means nothing"

Hopefully you completely understand the meaning behind these lyrics and hopefully you understand what i'm trying ever so hard to convey to you... It's sometimes ever so hard to tell you exactly how i feel and you tend to make it harder in the bargain.. I'm sorry for all the wrongs and if i could i would try to make them right..

There's never a decade, year, week, day, hour or second which i would spend without thinking of our love or anything we shared no matter where i am or who i'm with, i hope it's the same with you too........